Something You Could See Every Day

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Clouds Visiting Pickerings Field Watercolor 5×7

I went painting  as usual this morning.  I parked by the same field I painted a few evenings ago, but this morning the clouds had sunk down in the river next to the field, and the hills and fields were drenched in fog.

I figured this was a great way to get in touch with my inner Monet, working fast to beat the sunlight.  I focused on puddles on the paper and looking for the few sharp shapes and the music playing on the iPod became soft white noise.  The sun was coming up fast.  Ella Fitzgerald wrapped up ‘Lovin’ that Man’, and I happened to look up and toward the river just as Pavarotti began Bizet’s requiem and the clouds began moving from the field and river up to the sky.  I tried snapping a picture and/or video and then realized all I could do was just experience this heavenly moment.

It’s something that happens almost every cool morning along the Battenkill in Vermont, as it does along most rivers around the world.  I see it as I drive people to school, but today was the first time I really saw it.  I’ll be back tomorrow, ready to really see it and wondering if Monet was getting in touch with the same thing all those years ago when he painted the same lily pond over and over again.

My Giverny

My Giverny Watercolor, 12 x 16

My Giverny
Watercolor, 12 x 16

This is the field and the hills a few hundred feet down the road from the end of our driveway.  I must have sketched

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And color penciled..

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.. and magic markered..photo      ..  and  watercolored.. photo              This road about a zillion times.

I should be bored with it.  But I’m not.  It’s my Giverny.  I know I’m no Monet, but I do know Monet spent a lot of time painting his own front yard too.

RoadWork

 

Road Work Watercolor, 8x10

Road Work
Watercolor, 8×10

This is my favorite view of the valley in back of the Norman Rockwell Covered bridge in Arlington VT, and it’s also my favorite time of year to see it.  The leaf peepers have gone back to the cities, and the only traffic on this road are a few morning commuters and a member of the road crew charged with getting this road along the Battenkill ready for winter.

Pleins, Plans and Automobiles

A Hay Oddity Watercolor, 5x7

A Hay Oddity
Watercolor, 5×7

So I learned a powerful lesson on Saturday.

The last outdoor art fair anyone should do in Vermont is Columbus Day Weekend.  And that’s only if you have a windproof, waterproof, and – you got it – SNOW proof tent to cower in when the weather turns south, or in this case north.

It was a good lesson and had me rethinking a new plan to paint au naturale in the mornings. Or maybe it was en plein air.  It was the one that won’t get you arrested, anyway.

A lucrative but frigid festival on Saturday turned my Sunday into a day planning a winterized plein-auto studio, complete with a table for my steering wheel and a setup for brushes and water in my cupholder (that’s totally normal, right)?

Monday was glorious, of course, but today a soggy bone-chilling morning greeted us.

I headed to Manchester after dropping the kids at school, looking for the perfect vista.

Manchester, VT is a bit of an oddity.  It’s a ‘gold town’, attracting skiers and designer outlet  shoppers, with a few middle class neighborhoods still holding their own.  You can see the majestic Equinox mountain, but you have to look over the inns and malls.  There are a few cows living next to the water treatment facility, and if you get further into sub-suburban Manchester – as I did this morning – you can see a few rolled bales of hay in the front yards of some of the well-kept and growing housing developments like the one I stopped to paint this morning.

I put the iPod on shuffle and the heated seats on high.  Every so often I had to turn on the wipers to see my subject.  An older gentleman walked by, giving me the hairy eyeball until he saw a brush in my hand and grinned at me. It’s an odd setup for painting, and it made this picture of a lonely hay bale at the edge of an otherwise conventional house development seem all the more appropriate. Keeping my grinning stranger in the painting walking down the road seemed appropriate too.

Go Big and Go Home

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Little Green Mess

So my collaboration with Jean Glaser helped me get bigger, and for once, going bigger is a good thing.

Her suggestion for a change in grip (unlike so many others who have told me – with some reason – to just get a grip), got me drawing fast and loose and then out to the back yard to look for some scabby green apples to draw and paint along with the fake sunflower and pumpkin which are the only foliage that are safe inside our house.

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Little Green Apples II, Watercolor 8×10

And I drew painted…

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Little Green Apples Pen & Ink and watercolor wash 5×7

And painted and drew and, Heaven help me, even cleaned up my desk a little – but only in the drawing.

Now I can’t wait to go home and see what else is lying around the house and yard that may have seemed boring a few days ago.

 

A Recipe for Un-Disaster

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Little Green Apples III Watercolor, 11×14

When you’re a kid people tell you, “Do what you love.”

When you have kids, life tells you, “Do what keeps food on the table and kids up to date on their vaccinations,” so doing what you love takes a back seat until the avalanche of bills and to-do’s pushes doing-what-you-love into the trunk like the gym shorts you keep forgetting to take out and wash.

Then your kids start thinking about what they love, and you want them to do what they love because you know it’s the only way they will be fully happy with their life.  And you stop and wonder why you stopped doing what you love and who are you to be lecturing your own kids about life anyway.

And you have a choice.

You can ignore keep the to-do’s and bills on the front burner and tell your kids to just focus on getting by, or you can move some of the to-do’s to the back burner and light the fire under what you want to be your life work.

When you do light that fire, you have to be prepared for a lot of unintended consequences.  You have to be prepared to be happier, even if you’re not richer.  You have to be prepared to feel peaceful, even if you’re dog tired from being up all night doing what you love (not that, get your minds out of the gutter).  And you have to be really prepared to start seeing the world for its possibilities and not just its problems.  You have to be ready to do things you never thought o as you (in my case this involved being uncharacteristically organized last night and getting a half a dozen orders processed in less than an hour).  And you have to be prepared to feel hope in a big way.

 

Rainy Days

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A rainy Friday kicked off the long weekend.

As I drove down our road on Friday afternoon, headed to a Creativity Workshop in Cambridge, NY, I knew the much-needed rain might have been a bad omen to some people.  For me, however, it was the celebration of the end of my own dry spell.

The rain made the workshop, held in a round cord-wood house at Pompanuck Farm, seem like a cocoon – a safe place to question, learn and grow.  As it ended, I heard creative butterflies talking about plans and exchanging ideas, and I knew the rain had been a good omen for them as well.

 

Magic in Bedlam

Magic in Bedlam, Watercolor 5 x7

Magic in Bedlam, Watercolor
5 x7

We’re headed over the mountain and through the woods to Bedlam Farm in a few minutes to enjoy the magic.  It must be magic because what was originally predicted to be a rainy day is cool but sunny and glorious.

I will be selling prints of this watercolor at the Bedlam Farm Open House today, but if you can’t make it to Cambridge today, you can also buy prints on my Buy My Art page.

The World We Choose

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The Honor Box 5 x 7, Watercolor

I’ve been stuck on this picture for a few days.

At first it was just a collection of memories of the Big Guy hopping out of the car on the way home for the last thing on our shopping list.

Now I realize I’ve been a using it to stay connected with our very small world, where  people still leave doors unlocked, kids walk in the woods alone and people from completely different walks of life can solve the world’s problems over a heated discussion at the country store and still lock arms for a square dance at the annual ox roast.

They’re little things in the grand scheme of things like a sporadically imploding economy, violence and a deteriorating environment, but there’s something good in keeping the honor box healthy and being able to see the things that bind us more brightly than the things that can divide and destroy us.  So when I paint the cooler with the brown eggs and the honor box over and over again, it’s not an escape.  It’s an exercise in optimism.

Fair’s Fair

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Storm over the Equinox Watercolor 5″x5″

Saturday, Thing2 packed up his origami books and I packed up my watercolors and doodles and drove over to the Harvest Festival in Arlington, VT.

We didn’t expect to retire on our earnings (there was a mega old-time fair in nearby Peru, VT on the same day drawing serious crowds), but it was the biggest craft market of the year in our town, and we thought we might be able to buy an ice cream at the Dairy Bar when the day was over.

So we setup the tent, hung a few paintings and magnets and origami swans and sat down to wait.

We didn’t sit for long or for long throughout the day.

I had hoped to sell a few magnets but was happily shocked when watercolors – even ones I thought were borderline duds (and had almost made into bookmarks) –  started coming off the pegboards and out of the tent.  T2, who was watching my sales closely, began mentally converting dollars to chocolate sprinkles and adding a bounce to each step.

I could do this, whispered a voice inside my head. Wait, I think I am doing this.

T2 must have a direct line to the chorus in my head because as I sat down for a break, he wrapped his arms around my neck and said, “Mom you should just sell your pictures for a job.”

You gotta love getting job advice from someone who hasn’t yet been told by the world (and he ain’t gonna hear it here) that you can’t make a job out of art or music or anything outside an office.  It’s delivered with just enough conviction to make you realize that it may actually be happening.

I hugged him back and said, “That’s a pretty good idea, buddy.”

And that’s reason #5628 why I love that kid.  I ended up taking them all out to dinner.

Sunday, Sunday

Take Me Home, Watercolor 12x18

Take Me Home, Watercolor 12×18

A day of rest can mean a lot of things.

Around here it means inking a cartoon and finishing a banner for a website and a day of painting.

This is the final version of a painting that began with Kissing Frogs. One of the things I’m slowly learning is that you have to draw a line in the sand and tell yourself the work or painting is done – even if you think there are things you could have done better.   It’s the only way to keep moving forward.

 

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Kissing Frogs

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For the last few months I’ve been drawing and painting like an addict. The truth is, I’ve been a drawing addict since I was old enough to bored in school, but art school wasn’t an option when I graduated high school, and it’s even less of one now.  Like a lot of people, I swallowed the mantra that art is a hobby, not a job.

Not too long ago, however, I heard a really happy story on NPR about the health of most of our 401(k)s and IRAs.  The upshot was that if you’re middle class and in your 40s, you’re almost as likely to be hit by lightning twice as accumulate enough retirement funds to, well, retire.

The danger of that happening is reaching crisis proportions.

Unless, like me, you’re a Simpson’s fan and are familiar with the term ‘Crisi-tunity’, where in crisis there is opportunity.  If you look for it. Sometimes you have to grasp at it like a straw, but I’m good at grasping, and the crisitunity came at a time when upheaval at work had me questioning what I really wanted to do with my life.

Then my sister reminded me of two things.  The first was that I had never been able to really stop drawing. The second thing was something universal – the idea that if you can find a way to get paid to do what you love, you’ll never work another day in your life.

She’s pretty smart for being two years younger – it’s one of the things I love about her.  That universal was the opportunity, and, after spending two blissful weeks of daily drawing on vacation, I decided to take that opportunity.

The first step on that journey was to get better.

A lot better.

Everyone knows, the more frogs you kiss, the sooner you get to that handsome prince – or that painting someone wants to put on their wall or in their children’s book.  So, I’ve got a nice and growing collection of frogs in my studio right now, and I haven’t slept more than 10 hours since I began feeding my addiction.  But I’m pretty sure there’s a handsome, salable prince – or even two – waiting in the stacks of paper somewhere.  Finding them may be a big job, but the zietgeist and my sister are very right.  It definitely doesn’t feel like work.